Discussion: Motivation

What motivates you to sign on to the internet and come to IRC Gor?

Greetings Masters,
Greetings Mistresses,
Greetings fellow kajiri,

meryl admits in the beginning it was curiosity that brought her to Gor, even though it was not IRC at first. she found Gor through AOL and Ubar Luther's mailing list for His city, Delphius. she feels it was a good foundations for Gorean knowledge, but meryl always wondered if there was more to it. After awhile meryl learned that there was a group of people not just "role-playing" the situations, and meryl feels that's where the true emotional training began when she found IRC Gor.

Twists and turns, ups and downs, it just seems to flow by so swiftly through the years. She logged on for curiosity in the desire to learn more, she logged on in a sense of duty to a Home, she logged on in a sense of obligation, she logged on in a sense of hope.... then she stopped logging in at all, following her Master.

Now, meryl logs on in a sense of hope and desire to connect with people who are of the same mindset. she admits to begging not to have to log on at all, however, Master knew that the benifiets of this world that we all create in our shared vision far better than meryl did. Once she was back, and in a Home, surrounded by like minded people, safe yet held to an accountability of what she was... she laughed. She can't say if it was out of relief, joy, pleasure of being pleasing .... perhaps all of them.

With respect,

meryl

La kajira of Jaxxon Wallace