His hugs are nice, warm... he's inviting me to release my grief, but I struggle with it. I have had so many priorities in the way that I am afraid I accidentally permanently put it "on hold."
He did assign me some tasks today, but still has said I will not be allowed into a chat room. I go back and forth on that. I long to explore with him, to be at his side, but he's right -always is!
I find I am letting go of a lot of things. I feel less worried... I can't even remember what I was worried about anymore. He assures me he has found a Home that is already within his heart. I was surprised he found one so quickly. He laughed at the look in my eyes. In fact, he found my answer to his tasks quite amusing.
I just keep walking, one step after another...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
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