Weekend

The weekend just sort of flew by. I was being a brat for the most part yesterday, but he said it seemed I was just voicing his own opinions.

I told him, from listening to what he says about the Home he found, that I am less frightened. He merely smiled. So, I know there is a punishment coming for doubting him in the first place. At any rate he said I could begin my reading assignments today. I think a few years ago being busted down to the level where I would be as if I were untrained or had never been to a Gorean Home would have bothered me. Not that it would have mattered what I thought, but still.

Now, I just feel like it's a natural thing to return after so long and naturally be expected to be low on the totem pole once more. The reading assignments are ...overwhelming! Still, I look forward to the challenge. I already need to get a chapter summary out. Then spend some time with some websites. I've been allowed to request joining a kajirae mailing list. Don't know how active I can or will be, but I think surrounding myself with people of like minds will give me some added support.