Greetings Mistresses,
Greetings fellow kajiri,
For meryl the best way to for her to avoid a failure in communication is to just be honest about herself. Sometimes that means being honest with herself, first. Everyone has limits with what they can conceivably do well. Too much, and something starts to suffer. she thinks many women already push themselves a lot, but meryl knows being mother, wife, slave, student and tutor, she has a lot on her plate. she is lucky in that she has a Master who expects her humanity, not superslave!
meryl thought about what her greatest need as a slave would be. she wasn't sure how to answer that for awhile, until she figured she'd just be blunt. her greatest need as a slave is to be allowed to be herself. her whole self: as a slave, a woman, a mother, a student (since she is allowed to attend) ... she is not sure she is conveying this correctly, but she thinks expression in many different ways, but always with respect, is her greatest need. To feel she can say, do, express anything within the confines of her chosen lifestyle with Master and not be judged save that she maintains her respect, would be her greatest one.
With respect,
meryl
La kajira of Jaxxon Wallace
